The question just keeps haunting me....
Why?
Why did he forget....
That he was loved by me and so many others.
Why didn't he remembered what he himself wrote to me...
"I know that Jesus Chirst lives and is our Redeemer"?
Why didn't he understand that there is always hope...
That anything can change if we but make it happen?
Why wouldn't he respond these past few months....
When I would email him to see how he was doing?
And I just keep thinking....
I wish.
I wish I could hug him just one last time....
And remind him that he was one of my very dearest friends.
I wish I could help him see the person I saw....
Who was such an amazing person in so many ways.
I wish he had the understanding and hope that I have....
That anything we are not content with in our lives, we have the power to change.
But he is gone.
And I will forever miss him.
